For Bestie

Whoops...I upset my bestie today, yikes, not a great thing to do! I seem to have developed foot in mouth syndrome and that's not a good thing! So a quick post was in order to say SORRY; from here on out i shall do my best to remain silent on any...ahem...topics of a sensitive nature! And not offer Mmm hmms and other suchlike phrase unless absolutely necessary eg. Cheesecake lol! You know i only fuss cos i care! Anyhoo enough of the mush...
Toodles x

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Back to midwifery. ..yikes!

So peeps, after weeks of nursing placements and being at uni, i am finally back doing what i do best tomorrow. .. Being a student midwife! And I'm scared though, it's been so long that i feel like I've forgotten Everything. Well i better get some sleep but i shall report back tomorrow xxx

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Winter Fashion

blue bow front jumper - jumpers - knitwear - women - River Island

Think I've found what I will be spending my river island voucher on...yay...*does happy dance*

I love to sing....

Hey people...

Was just thinking about the things that I like to do when I am happy or stressed lol and one of those things is singing. There is (for me anyway!) nothing like just getting lost in the words of a beautiful song! Anyway for your ear delights (or horrors lol!) This is me... 

Enjoy 

Never Been in Love...

"...Never been in love...Cause a girl like me...Never had someone to care for...Never thought there could be...Someone special for me..."

These are the lyrics to a song by JoJo, an American singer. These have been swirling around my head for a while recently. When I listen to the song, I think about myself and wonder why...like really? 

I've never even had a hint of "The ONE"...and let's be frank I'm not getting any younger now am I? Bestie thinks it's cute that I've never had a boyfriend...Hmmm...cute isn't exactly the word I would use. Weird, annoying, frustrating, yes these are more the words I would chose. People often tell me that I am a 'nice' girl, a 'friendly' girl, that I'm pretty, that I will make a great girlfriend etc etc. So if the old mantra, that good things happen to good people, why am I still alone? It makes me kind of angry because I just want what so many other girls my age have; some one who looks at them and sees nothing else but them. Maybe I'm living in a dreamland and things don't actually happen that way! 
Of late, I've gone from the 'it'll never happen' phase, to the 'mild optimism' phase, to the 'almost hopeful' and right back to 'full on cynicism'. I'm wondering what is wrong with me: is it my hair? is my bum too wide (which it is lool) are my thighs too large, do I talk too much? It's funny, I guess I've always attributed my non success with guys to me and my weight. Guys want a woman that isn't like me; they want big boobies, tiny waist, long legs and that just isn't me!!! I've met guys before, but it never seems to progress past a certain point...So what am I doing wrong? Am I destined to be alone from now until kingdom come...


Cupid x

Monday morning blues

So it's currently 9:55 in the morning and I'm sat in the most pointless me lecture!!! This quest to become a midwife is starting to drag on a bit now!!! And I won't be out of here until about four this afternoon!!! Kill me now... I want my bed back!

Mirrors

So my good friend has been here with me for the weekend and she casually pointed out that I didn't have mirrors in my room. I was surprised that she had noticed and found it strange enough to comment on it. It's not something I've really thought about about until she challenged me to think about the real reason I don't have a mirror. I guess I have to be honest, when I look in the mirror, although I am not horrified by what I see; I'm not happy with it, nor am I comfortable to look at it for too long. Then I started thinking about my day to day regime. I get dressed and only glance in the mirror downstairs as I'm stepping out the door, coat on, ready to face the world. Is that weird? I don't know...Just got me thinking! What do you guys think?

Much Love

Josie